tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-43083617821560504622024-03-12T21:45:00.138-07:00A Drop of BrownUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger21125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-78845696385017550882012-06-05T12:01:00.000-07:002012-06-05T12:01:03.203-07:00Who Ever Said, "Life's Too Short"?All hope has closed in on me<br />
Darkness has come my way<br />
With every light gone out<br />
Night is in my day<br />
<br />
I'm robbed of all God gave me<br />
Of freedom, will and right<br />
I watch it all get taken<br />
I'm too afraid to fight<br />
<br />
They see a sparkle in my eye<br />
My face aglow with smiles<br />
A joyous laughter I let out<br />
But there's no happiness for miles<br />
<br />
A scorching fire of hatred<br />
Setting me aflame<br />
I'm being reduced to ashes<br />
And I don't know who to blame<br />
<br />
I'v been through countless abortions<br />
With every thought, opinion, idea<br />
I won't speak, of what really is<br />
I'll say whatever you'll hear<br />
<br />
Now I want the pain of labour<br />
I desperately want to give birth<br />
Want to raise him, as my own baby<br />
Let me nurture my thought<br />
<br />
Sitting there in silence<br />
Enduring every wrong<br />
Who ever said, "Life's too short"?<br />
<br />
Life is way too longUnknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-91278308115120239542012-05-07T09:29:00.002-07:002012-05-07T09:29:30.329-07:00<br />
Aazaadiyan milli bhi toh kaisi milli<br />
Pairon se bediyan nikli aur haathon mein jaa girri<br />
Par kholne chale, tab jism bikh chukka tha<br />
Intezaar karte karte, Udaan bhi chal bassi<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-30709158496073338322012-05-07T09:28:00.001-07:002012-05-07T09:28:14.113-07:00<br />
Syaahi se banni zanjeerein<br />
Lafzon se jhakkar kar, baandhe gaye<br />
Dosh in haathon ka hai<br />
Kalam bhi tho inho ne hi uthaaya tha<br />
<br />
Hum tehrey khud ke mujrim<br />
Khud ke kaidi hum.<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-90849064752461314692012-05-03T04:20:00.000-07:002012-06-12T08:09:41.678-07:00Der Ho Gayiجب تک ہم پیار میں گرے<br />
تب تک وه اٹھکر جا بهی چکا تها<br />
آنکھ سے جب تک ایک آنسو گرا<br />
وه کسی اور کو ہنسا بهی چکا تها<br />
<br />
پیار تو خوب نبهایا تها اس نے<br />
شاید جتانے میں ہم سے کمی ره گئ<br />
انتظار تو پل پل کیا تها اس نے<br />
شاید، ہم سے ہی، دیر ہں گئ<br />
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~<br />
<br />
Jab tak hum pyaar mein girre<br />
Tab tak woh utth kar, jaa bhi chukka tha<br />
Aankh se ek aansoo jab tak girra<br />
Woh kissi aur ko, hassa bhi chukka tha<br />
<br />
Pyaar tho khoob nibhaaya tha uss ne<br />
Shaayad jataane mein hum se, kammi reh gayi<br />
Intezaar tho pal pal kiya tha uss ne<br />
Shaayad, hum se hi, der ho gayi<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-38209926570137766772012-03-14T03:58:00.003-07:002012-03-14T04:51:06.036-07:00Aa JaoDin ki roshni mein<br />Raat ban kar aa jao,<br /><br />Kissi chainn ke lamhe mein<br />Toofan ban kar aa jao<br /><br />Kabhi khushi mille <br />Tho gham ban kar aa jao,<br /><br />Muskuraate huwe hoton par<br />Aansoo ban kar aa jao<br /><br />Nange pairon taley<br />Kaanch ka tukra ban kar aa jao,<br /><br />Bhare hue zakhm par<br />Chot ban kar aa jao<br /><br />Jo gunaah nahi kiya<br />Uss ki sazaa ban kar aa jao,<br /><br />Mere kissi dushman ki<br />Badhdua ban kar aa jao<br /><br />Kuch aur nahi, <br />Tho ye umeed hai ke kabr par <br />Phool chadaane tho aaoge,<br /><br />Marna tho hai hi<br />Mauth ban kar hi aa jaoUnknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-44295311923998565932012-03-14T03:56:00.003-07:002012-03-14T03:59:18.686-07:00آ جاودن کی روشنی میں <br />رات بن کر آ جاو <br /><br />کسی چین کے لمحے میں<br />تُفان بن کر آ جاو<br /><br />کبهی خوشی ملے<br />تو غم بن کر آ جاو<br /><br />مسکراتے ہوے ہونٹوں پر<br />آنسو بن کر جاو<br /><br />ننگے پیڑوں تلے<br />کانچ کا ٹکڑا بن کر آ جاو<br /><br />بهرے ہوے زخم پر <br />چوٹ بن کر آ جاو<br /><br />جو گناه نهی کیا<br />اس کی سزا بن کر آ جاو<br /><br />میرے کسی دشمن کی<br />بد دعا بن کر آ جاو <br /><br />کچھ اور نہی<br />تو یے امید ہے کے کبر پر <br />پهول چڑھانے تو آو کے<br /><br />مرنا تو ہے ہی<br />موت بن کر ہی آ جاوUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-13650718308398409672012-03-14T01:40:00.001-07:002012-03-14T02:00:08.842-07:00ابهی کهاں گئ<br />ابهی تو جانا ہے<br />لوٹ کر آئ<br />تو شاید خود کو نا پهچان پاوں<br /><br />لیکن پهر بهی<br />میری شناخت بن کر<br />...تم تو ہو گے نا<br /><br />~<br /><br />Abhi kahan gayi<br />Abhi tho jaana hai<br />Laut kar aayi<br />Tho shaayad khud ko na pehchaan paaun <br /><br />Lekin fir bhi<br />Meri shanaakht ban kar<br />Tum tho hoge na...Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-24653934657207380332011-06-17T09:16:00.000-07:002011-06-17T09:23:16.648-07:00Lower Thy GazeWhat are you staring at?<br />What's there to see?<br />You can blink you know<br />It's only me.<br /> <br />Really, I'm not kidding<br />Have you nothing better to do?<br />Gaping at me this way<br />It's rather rude of you<br /> <br />Oh, of course you'll keep looking<br />Stubborn that you'll be,<br />Well know I'm not interested<br />I have control on me<br /> <br />Fine then I will turn away<br />You can ogle at the air,<br />Oh damn, it's so intense<br />I can bloody sense your stare!<br /> <br />Is that gravity in your eyes?<br />What pulled me back to you?<br />Well, no big deal really<br />Afterall it's only you.<br /> <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXRUKtARO83Y0Od_aNJbG-eOu-upeXKHUG_GxvX4964FtzKOPqTRfY1Si5283G19GoUDFWgmHrJm8NxYkpvt-c2rsqPku_bKUeFdi9z5FLcENzP1ya3XeYa2hLUFcCwiZNWhk7c_tChIc/s1600/259372_227163600645619_100000559416066_920439_6070568_o.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXRUKtARO83Y0Od_aNJbG-eOu-upeXKHUG_GxvX4964FtzKOPqTRfY1Si5283G19GoUDFWgmHrJm8NxYkpvt-c2rsqPku_bKUeFdi9z5FLcENzP1ya3XeYa2hLUFcCwiZNWhk7c_tChIc/s320/259372_227163600645619_100000559416066_920439_6070568_o.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5619223620797951394" /></a> "Such a sexy stubble"<br />"Features so beautifully refined"<br />Oh hell! What's happening to me?<br />Corrupt thoughts crossing my mind!<br /> <br />Some invisible force of attraction<br />Finger tingles to trace the line,<br />Drowning in the depths of those oceans<br />If gazes could intertwine<br /> <br />This eye lock can't go on<br />It's time to break away,<br />Lower thy gaze, Your Sighness<br />It's leading me astray!<br /><br /><br />Picture credit: Hamda.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-51304623856151351552011-06-09T04:10:00.000-07:002011-06-09T04:12:06.794-07:00No WordsThere are just no words<br />That are good enough for you<br />So I'll say no moreUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-40493648233211111402011-03-27T15:43:00.000-07:002011-03-31T04:32:20.836-07:00Behind The Bars<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiugOiTQDpixuKErXcfbWoUyK9WDIk3sP1Ql4yVws3zxZ29ntoOSdqQansq6Oc4NDGftxjemNXwPzmfQSz9k6TbizbyvebC2vPqZ0TzZl_5wMFl819COAyzhbAgCKYQiG96qYh8tczdeow/s1600/8125_132166037826_664257826_2953126_1237436_n.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiugOiTQDpixuKErXcfbWoUyK9WDIk3sP1Ql4yVws3zxZ29ntoOSdqQansq6Oc4NDGftxjemNXwPzmfQSz9k6TbizbyvebC2vPqZ0TzZl_5wMFl819COAyzhbAgCKYQiG96qYh8tczdeow/s320/8125_132166037826_664257826_2953126_1237436_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5590204761438832978" /></a>Not out there<br />Amidst the stars, <br />Its right here<br />Behind the bars. <br /><br />A palette in the sky <br />A magic tower of light, <br />The darkness lives in here <br />Where time is always night. <br /><br /><br />A whole world outside <br />With so much to explore, <br />But they won't let me through <br />They won't let me go. <br /><br />What's inside those buildings? <br />What's behind that wall? <br />What lies beyond the horizon? <br />I scream to know it all.<br /><br />I still continue counting them<br />Knowing they have no end,<br />I still hold on and shake them<br />Knowing they won't budge or bend. <br /><br />Darkness is Versova, <br />Is long over. <br /><br />Its always light<br />Always morning, <br />Through these gaps<br />Past the railing. <br /><br />I yearn to feel it <br />I long to see, <br />Come break these barriers<br />Come set me free.<br />~<br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Photo credit: Ronit Bose Roy</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-11270609911750255212011-02-22T11:55:00.000-08:002012-05-06T11:26:59.290-07:00I Wish I Was A BoyHe chooses what to wear<br />
She is ordered how to dress,<br />
<br />
He scatters all the things<br />
She's in trouble for the mess.<br />
<br />
His needs get tended first<br />
She must sit back and wait<br />
<br />
He is always given top<br />
She is stared at with much hate<br />
<br />
He yells all day and night,<br />
She is scolded for raising her voice<br />
<br />
He will choose the girl he marries<br />
She can't look towards the boys.<br />
<br />
He can party with his friends<br />
She cannot go outside,<br />
<br />
He'll get away with anything<br />
All rules she must abide.<br />
<br />
He is given an advance<br />
She is always underpaid<br />
<br />
He is kept like a king<br />
She is treated like a maid<br />
<br />
He will attend a top university<br />
She will study in her room,<br />
<br />
He is so full of life<br />
Her life is full of gloom.<br />
<br />
He sleeps with a content smile<br />
She cries herself to sleep,<br />
<br />
He will dream throughout the night<br />
She will continuously weep.<br />
<br />
He laughs away with life<br />
And jumps around with joy,<br />
<br />
She waits for dark then whispers,<br />
<br />
I wish I was a boy.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-32016673991245274442011-02-16T10:10:00.000-08:002011-02-16T10:11:38.686-08:00From Love, With LoveHe stayed out in the car<br />Came home late at night,<br />So he could find her sleeping<br />Oh that beautiful sight<br /> <br />He quietly crept around<br />Weaving the surprise,<br />Then dropped on to the couch <br />Just before sunrise<br /> <br />When she opened up her eyes<br />Thought its all a dream,<br />So shocked, so stunned, in joy<br />She let out a silent scream<br /> <br />In awe she looked around<br />Balloons of white and red,<br />Hundreds of candles, a huge pile of gifts<br />And roses scattered over the bed<br /> <br />Her eyes then fell on him<br />He was almost on the floor,<br />Rushed over to his side<br />And looked with deep amor<br /> <br />Arms tight around his waist<br />As she half carried him to the bed,<br />Fluffed up all the pillows<br />And gently kissed his sleepy head<br /> <br />She took off his shoes, and undid all his buttons<br />Rolled him over and pulled off his shirt,<br />Then carefully unbuckled and slid out his belt<br />So that it wouldn't cause discomfort or hurt.<br /> <br />She ran her hands through his hair<br />And lightly stroked his chest,<br />Then leaned right into his ear<br />And whispered baby, you're the best<br /> <br />He opened up his eyes<br />And let out a content sigh,<br />Stared at her with delicate passion<br />And quietly asked her why<br /> <br />I just realised its 14th February<br />Its what they call Valentines Day,<br />But you've never given me reason to await it<br />Because you celebrate us, everyday<br /> <br />You've made every moment so special<br />This concept seems a childs play,<br />Just keep loving me like this, forever<br />Just love me in your very own way<br /> <br />~<br /> <br />For her and you, my life,<br />And all the love in my heart<br />I get down and beg the lord<br />He never does your oneness apart.<br /> <br />Amen.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-60237378506952391422011-02-16T10:09:00.001-08:002012-07-18T05:44:54.931-07:00That NightA newly wed bride<br />
Garmented in her red dress<br />
Embroidered throughout,<br />
With pretty threads of gold<br />
Curled up in a corner<br />
Legs drawn in<br />
<br />
'Tis the night of doom<br />
The night of sin<br />
<br />
I'll not tremble with fear<br />
I'll not cry<br />
Come do your dirty work<br />
I'll not question you why<br />
<br />
You charge towards me<br />
Like a vicious dog<br />
A howl. A bark. A mating call.<br />
Land right before me<br />
Stare long and hard<br />
A twinkle in your hungry eyes,<br />
As you pick up the scent.<br />
That's right, it flesh<br />
You have your prey<br />
Take her.<br />
<br />
Take her away.<br />
<br />
You lift me up<br />
You claw at me<br />
Are you trying to tickle?<br />
Look at that evil smirk of yours<br />
Do you not know, not to play with your food?<br />
You're arms so tight around me<br />
But they only carry.<br />
<br />
My love alone can hold me.<br />
<br />
Throwing me into your territory<br />
Leaning right over me<br />
That sly grin plays again<br />
Laughing at my helplessness<br />
But you know, your lips can do better than that<br />
Grabbing mine in yours<br />
The foreplay has begun.<br />
<br />
Toy with my corpse.<br />
<br />
Feed on my mouth all that you may<br />
The wetness I'll not return<br />
Its cold. I shiver.<br />
Is that really a kiss?<br />
Onto my neck, falls your breath<br />
<br />
The sting.<br />
The tinge.<br />
The redness.<br />
<br />
I see the desperation in your eyes<br />
I see it in your movement, as you wriggle around like that<br />
Your desire for pleasure<br />
I hear it roar<br />
<br />
That was swift<br />
Everything off with the jerk of a hand<br />
You seem experienced.<br />
<br />
How many times, have you done it before?<br />
<br />
Your eyes feasting on my nudity<br />
You can make me look at your bare body<br />
But you can't make me see.<br />
Your hands,<br />
Ready as ever to explore me<br />
From head to toe<br />
You rub, you stroke<br />
You seem to know your way around.<br />
<br />
How many times, have you done it before?<br />
<br />
Drop your head onto my chest<br />
Rough cheek against my bosom<br />
Trying to listen?<br />
Really there's no point<br />
You'll not hear the beat<br />
My heart is with him<br />
But oh!<br />
That's not what you're after<br />
Its the tenderness you want<br />
<br />
A final breath of air<br />
And you make your entry<br />
With a stab of pain<br />
<br />
Its sharp.<br />
It hurts.<br />
<br />
I let out a low cry, in agony<br />
The first sound I make tonight<br />
But that bothers you not<br />
You must continue, satisfying your desire<br />
I call out his name<br />
But you hear it not<br />
Your too busy<br />
Making you feel good<br />
<br />
Thrusting away.<br />
<br />
Who knows when you'll stop<br />
I'll just close my eyes<br />
And whilst you keep at my physical being<br />
I'll take to the man I love, in soul<br />
Its twice as white as you'll blacken my body<br />
His love has kept it pure<br />
We'll spend years, in the hours you'll take.<br />
<br />
The hours you'll take to finish your meal.<br />
<br />
Further in with your every groan,<br />
Go.<br />
Go as deep as you can<br />
Though you must know<br />
My vagina is no pathway to my heart.<br />
Harder.<br />
<br />
And harder.<br />
<br />
But you'll never break through,<br />
The barriers of his name<br />
Take all the flesh you want<br />
Eat away. Feel away.<br />
But you'll never touch my soul<br />
Keep groaning with pleasure<br />
That sense of urge<br />
I'll not moan alongside you<br />
I don't feel a thing<br />
I'm too far away<br />
Where my heaven lies<br />
In the arms of my man<br />
Whilst he makes love with his eyes<br />
Just by looking.<br />
<br />
Through the windows of my soul.<br />
<br />
Kissing away the pain.<br />
Drinking up the tears.<br />
Blowing in the courage to live through this death.<br />
Kissing away the fears.<br />
<br />
Alas you are done<br />
The wild howl you let out says it all<br />
Enough to make yourself tremble only<br />
With pleasure<br />
You have your prize<br />
Hold your orgasm over your head<br />
<br />
Three cheers.<br />
Three cheers.<br />
Three cheers.<br />
<br />
I've served as your host<br />
It's time you left <br />
I can't keep either of you in any longer<br />
Nor your anatomy,<br />
Nor the tears<br />
I'm choking on the lump in my throat<br />
A need to throw up<br />
With no-one.<br />
<br />
No-one to hold my hair back.<br />
<br />
Your smile,<br />
Spread wide like the wings of an eagle<br />
You're out already<br />
Sleeping joyously<br />
Feeling rich <br />
And why not?<br />
You would.<br />
You should.<br />
<br />
After all these hours of looting me.<br />
<br />
But I alone know, my love was there<br />
<br />
Guarding my chastity.<br />
Shielding my modesty.<br />
<br />
I'll go back to my corner<br />
And curl up where this night began<br />
I've been so very brave<br />
Tired. And weak.<br />
Drained.<br />
With nothing more to lose.<br />
<br />
Will dressing undo the undressing.<br />
Will these floods wash away the stain.<br />
Will death undo this sin.<br />
<br />
And what will take away the pain?<br />
<br />
~<br />
<br />
No bride was she.<br />
Just a little girl<br />
Draped in the blood of her soul<br />
Embroidered with the marks<br />
He'd leave on her body that night.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-42150291047602429882011-02-16T10:08:00.001-08:002011-02-16T10:08:43.204-08:00When I'm Twenty I'll Be BigWhen I'm twenty, I'll do plently.<br />When I'm twenty I'll be big.<br />I'll be more tall. No need for the stool. I can reach up just like that,<br />And take down the bottle of vodka.<br />I'll fill up the shiny wine glass, then take a huge swig<br />I can finish off the lot and keep smacking my lips<br />Then i can walk all funny. And talk all funny. And cross my eyes. And keep falling over.<br />I can. I'll be big.<br />I won't have to go to school<br />I'll stay in my bed and sleep throughout the day<br />And my bed, will be just how i want<br />In my room. Where no one can come. The door will be closed. I want it closed.<br />No one can open it. <br />And the room will be the colours i want. I can. Because I'll be big. So I can choose.<br />And I'll leave it messy and not clear up my things.<br />I don't have to.<br />I'll spend hours in the shower<br />And splash in the water<br />I'll finish all the shampoo and make the soap all squishy<br />The bathroom will get flooded. I can flood it. Because I'll be big.<br />I'll make breakfast lots of fun.<br />Bowlfuls of chocolate and bucketfuls of coke<br />I can decide what i want to eat.<br />I'm not going to buy the things i don't like.<br />I can keep all my money, in my pocket.<br />I'll be big. No one can take it from. I can spend it where I want. When i want.<br />I can throw all the notes in the air and catch them. I can scatter all the coins on the floor.<br />Its up to me. I'll be big.<br />And I'll get a phone. If i want to I'll even get two!<br />I'll call all my friends. And talk for as long as i want.<br />I don't have to stop.<br />I'll be big. I can.<br />I'll send texts to the Prime Minister. Big people can.<br />And to the famous people that come on tv.<br />I can even make prank calls. Scare some people. Fool some people.<br />No one can tell me not to.<br />I can walk out whenever i want. I can open the door. <br />I can run for hundreds of miles. And reach the other side of the world.<br />I'll be big. So i won't come home at night. I'll stay in a club. Big people can.<br />And no one can ask me where i was. No one can tell me i can't go out.<br />I'll be big.<br />I won't got to wear the things i don't like<br />I'll buy all the jeans in the world. I like jeans.<br />And if i don't want to wear any clothes at all. I won't.<br />No one can make me wear them.<br />I'll be big. I can choose.<br />And when I'm hot I'll wear less. And when I'm cold I'll wear an extra hoodie.<br />I will choose when I'm hot and when I'm cold.<br />I will choose how much clothes i want to wear. Big people can.<br />I'll be big.<br />So i can light one. And take a puff of the cig.<br />I don't need to ask if i can. I'll be big<br />Take a deep breath. Then blow out all the smoke in someone's face.<br />Then I'll laugh when they cough and splutter.<br />I can run around and chase the smoke. <br />And try holding it in my hands.<br />And I'll finish all the cigarettes. Till it's so smoky, no one can see. <br />I can't get told off for it. I'll be big.<br />I will walk and talk and sleep and wake and sit and eat and dress. My own way.<br />In big way. Because I'll be big.<br />And I can go on facebook. And i can't get told off for it.<br />I'll turn on the tv and watch the big people's channels.<br />The scary channels. And the swear channels. And the rude channels.<br />No one can switch it off.<br />I'll be big.<br /> <br />I'll be big because I'll be twenty.<br />When I'm twenty I'll be big.<br />When I'm twenty I'll do plently.<br />Plenty more...<br /> <br />...in my mind.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-59040716456875855172011-02-16T10:07:00.000-08:002011-02-16T10:08:01.905-08:00LampostMe on one side you on the other<br />The lampost between us, the light above our heads<br />Call it a blessing, in form of light<br />Eyes closed, they find their own way round,<br />Hearts guiding our curious hands, fingers entwining<br />The dancing light binding them together<br />And the promises you made<br />Looking through my windows, in whispers to my soul<br />The light a witness to them<br />Walking away, hand in hand<br />For miles on end, to the world you'd said<br />And years perish by<br />The lives we lived, the joys we shared<br />The moments of bliss, the tender love kiss<br />And lifetimes pass<br />Still we are one,<br />Walking hand in hand<br />Back there, to where we began<br /> <br />~<br /> <br />Me on one side my shadow on the other<br />The lampost between us, the night above my head<br />Blessing gone out<br />You were just an illusion<br /> <br />Just a trick of the light.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-694336568105227072011-02-16T10:06:00.002-08:002011-02-16T10:07:18.665-08:00His FoundationSilence.<br />But for the the sound of two heart beats<br />distinct, yet one.<br />Some unseen force, pinning her back<br />to the cold and the bare of the red brick wall<br />His body embracing hers in an envelope of love<br />though fleshes be apart<br />Indeed a breath away, her strained gasp<br />a breeze upon his lips<br /> <br />Looking through her windows<br />Lusting with her soul<br />Shaking her foundations. Not knowing...<br /> <br />...she is his.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-75205081079294767332011-02-16T10:06:00.001-08:002011-02-16T10:06:31.893-08:00Being In YouI thought you were bad.<br />Disgusting. Sick.<br />I hated you.<br />I hated you to the core.<br />Never wanted anything to do with you.<br />To be assocaiated with you.<br />To look at you or hear about you.<br />To see you, feel you, experience you.<br />I tagged you with every negative word i could think of.<br />So much so, you turned black.<br /> <br />But you still remain unscathed.<br />Still just as white. Still just as pure.<br />Indeed you are beautiful.<br /> <br />And its even more beautiful being in you.<br /> <br />:-)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-15948335428777693712011-02-16T10:04:00.000-08:002011-02-16T10:05:25.813-08:00My Mind Told Me ToI spat at an old man walking down the street<br />Why?<br />My mind told me to.<br /> <br />I bullied a child just because she was there<br />Why?<br />My mind told me to.<br /> <br />I scratched a car whilst walking past<br />Why?<br />My mind told me to.<br /> <br />I pushed an old lady in a wheelchair into the road<br />Why?<br />My mind told me to.<br /> <br />I stuffed a cigarette in that kids mouth<br />Why?<br />My mind told me to.<br /> <br />I drew graffiti on the church walls<br />Why?<br />My mind told me to.<br /> <br />I stole a jacket from the mall<br />Why?<br />My mind told me to.<br /> <br />I swore at my mom<br />Why?<br />My mind told me to.<br /> <br />I nicked money from my dads wallet<br />Why?<br />My mind told me to.<br /> <br />I upset her over and over<br />Why?<br />My mind told me to.<br /> <br />I hurt her again and again<br />Why?<br />My mind told me to.<br /> <br />And where was your heart in all of this?<br /> <br />I didnt listen to it<br />My mind told me...<br /> <br />...Not to.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-73082967619982005852011-02-16T10:01:00.000-08:002011-02-16T10:04:43.885-08:00Is It Right?Is it right to stop loving you<br />because I fear I might lose you?<br /> <br />Is it right to keep away<br />because I fear I might hurt you?<br /> <br />Is it right to try and ignore you<br />for when I wont be here to talk?<br /> <br />Is it right to keep from laughing<br />for when I wont be here to smile at you?<br /> <br />Is it right to hurt you now<br />so you wont feel the pain later?<br /> <br />Is it right to make you forget me<br />so you don't remember me when I'm not there?<br /> <br />Is it right to stop you loving me<br />for when I won't be here to love you?<br /> <br />Is it right to keep afar now<br />for when I won't be there to hold you?<br /><br />Why so silent?<br />Tell me yes.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-43718154006771450332011-02-16T09:54:00.000-08:002011-02-16T10:00:43.626-08:00If ... Why?If we can cry when we're happy why can't we smile when we're sad?<br />If there are 'tears of joy', why isn't there 'laughter of pain?'<br />If there are raindrops & sunshine, then why aren't there sundrops and rainshine?<br />If god listens to us then why don't we listen to god?<br />If we can fly a plane and sail a ship, then why can't we sail a plane and fly a ship?<br />If water puts out fire, then why doesn't fire put out water?<br />If we need to breathe to live, then why can't we live to breathe?<br />If we can wait for time to pass, then why doesn't time wait for us to pass?<br />If there's always a little bad to come along with the good, why isn't there always a little good to come along with the bad?<br />If we must make something of life, why musn't life make something of us?<br />If we can live in the world, then why can't the world live in us?<br />If we can ask questions and get answers then why can't we ask answers and get questions?<br />If we have a guilty conscience for when we do wrong, why dont we have an un-guilty conscience for when we feel remorse?<br />If we can look forward to special people coming in our lives and fear losing them, why can't we fear special people coming into our lives and look-forward to losing them?<br />If we can fall in love, then why can't love fall in us?<br />If there's fear for losing, then why isn't there hope for not losing?<br />If we can mould our future why can't we reshape our past?<br /> <br />If I'm feeling everything and empty, why can't I feel nothing and fulfilled?<br />If I want you here right now, then why can't I just come to you there?<br />If I can close my eyes and see you, why can't I reach out and hold you?<br /> <br />If this is just a phase, then when will it come to an end?<br />If this reality, then will it ever stop?<br />If this is all in my mind, then how do I make it go?<br /> <br />If I'm feeling so lost and have no idea why, then why can't I be found and just told...why?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4308361782156050462.post-55540397796289167882011-02-16T01:55:00.001-08:002012-03-14T01:39:16.473-07:00A Drop of Brown on Love.I've found a love for writing. <br />The inner beings, have all found a solace.<br /><br />This new world. This new life.<br />There was no big bang.<br /><br />Just a drop of brown.<br /><br />Which fertilised her love.<br />And I was born.<br /><br />I've two people to thank, for all that they've given me this past year. For letting me be. For taking on my burden.<br /><br />If you're reading this, you know who are.<br /><br />I love you.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com11